I don't know how to articulate this exactly: a significant chunk of these entries were posted while I was dating Priscilla. I specifically remember finishing almost every single one of these said entries (if not all of them) with the phrase "I love you Priscilla," or some derivative. I also distinctly remember going through the trouble of editing out every single one of those phrases from these entries.

That being said, it is a fair assumption that I've probably completely deleted some entries or portions of entries that were about her, dedicated to her, or in some other way, shape, or form referencing her; except for the entries that are still here about how she was a horrible person who broke my heart. Thus there are no (accurate) records of my relationship with Priscilla, as recorded during its life.

Clearly I made an effort to alter history, to cut it all out of my memory. As if it hurt my image, or hurt me, or something. But I didn't forget. There were moments (good and bad) of that relationship that I may not ever forget. Hopefully I will take the time to write them out just in case I forget them, we shall see.

I realize this is personal, and I realize this is public, but I am not necessarily afraid of the voyeur.

and thissss is what xangas are forrrrrr.
lame shit that no one will read but im superstitious that way...

There was a chain letter here. (EDIT: April 22nd, 2007)